Friday, August 23, 2013

Gut punched - Wake up call

Just found some inspiring/comforting blogs that I can identify with. I found them when Google couldn't answer my questions about what my responsibility is for the diabetic in my life.

Yesterday was one of the most horrid days that I've experienced.

DDH sent me texts that blew me away;  he was having problems while I was out with family.

Later I came home and we had a quiet logical discussion about the truth of his diabetic rollercoaster of the last 24 hours. More about this later.

I've been looking on WebMD and everywhere I can find to determine if he is in a dangerous situation physically. So here I am the day after still wondering what my responsibility is, and why I'm the one spending my time and energy trying to be codependent with his disease.

This blog thing may not be very fluid thought for me for awhile while I get used to writing.

He's awake again 3pm. tty l8r